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Saturday, May 23rd, 2009
4:01 pm - School!!!!!
Ok, So I am officially a sophomore in College. YAY!!!! And it only took me 7 years to get this far. I am happy that my status isn't freshman anymore. I passed my classes with B's and C's. Im excited!!! School starts back up a week from monday. Lets hope that I can do well again.  School is finally going good for me.

current mood: excited

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Tuesday, May 5th, 2009
10:42 pm - my week at a glance...........

well, I finally finished my argument essay on the smoking ban. I think that it is the best paper that I have ever written. It actually cam out to be around 8 pages. My dad who, is an English teacher said that it was a great paper. Thats always a pluss!!!! I was proud of myself, I actually finished it 3 days BEFORE it was actually due. I don't think I have ever finished anything before it was due. That makes me very proud. well, i have a cell test in biology tomorrow and next week, let the tourture begin, as i start finals week. YAY!!!!!!!! well, tootles people!

current mood: exhausted

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Wednesday, April 29th, 2009
6:34 pm - stress over stress
Ok, so this English Comp paper is harder than what I thought it would be. It is driving me crazy. The paper is an argument essay and I am suppose to argue the smoking ban. Not only is it an argument essay but it needs to be 5-7 pages.

On top of the stress of my classes, my finals are in just a couple of weeks and I need to pass them. I am passing all of my classes but I am trying extra hard to do so. This is my last chance to make something of myself and I will do it. I know I can. Anyways, it's back to the essay writing for me.

current mood: frustrated

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Sunday, April 26th, 2009
10:25 pm - everyday seems like a total blah............
Hey everybody! It has been about 3 or more years since I have actualy written anything on my journal. I usualy don't have really anything interresting to say. I feel that writing on here it kind of like a form of therepy or something like that. I have so much going on right now that I don't know where to begin. Well, here goes nothing.......... I had recently lost, yet another job ( for those of you who know me. losing a job isn't really anything new to me.)  I can't seem to keep a job and I don't know what the problem is. On the bright side me losing my job, has had me doing better in my classes. They had me working on the night shift and for 7 months I had asked for a different shift and they would never give it to me so  i am praying for unemployment.
I have been going to school for this time around for almost 2 semesters and I am actually doing quite well. Last semester I had 3 B's and a C's ( and I finally passed Elementary Algebra and I can now officially move on to intermediate, YAY!!!!). After I get done with Allen County I plan on making my way up to K-STATE to finish my bachelors in either elementary education or secondary ed with an emphasis in history. ( I don't know if anyone will read this, but if they do I need some views on the Smoking ban. I am trying to write an argument paper on it. Personally I think that it is taking away peoples rights. I mean I can see it in restaurants and public places. But BARS? and other places where minors arent aloud? I think it should be up to the owners. I am very much against smoking, don't get me wrong, my boyfriends a smoker, but i think the town of emporia has gone over board with the whole thing. For those smokers out there who live in Kansas, just be glad that you don't live in California. If you are in your vehicle and are smoking with a minor under the age of 18 you get FINED.

current mood: confused

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Saturday, August 30th, 2008
1:49 pm - busy, busy, girl
WOW!!! It has been a long while since I have even posted something on here. I don't even know where to begin. I have been living in Tennessee since last April and I absolutely loved it. He you ever really seen or have been in the smokey mountains? Well, I loved in a valley in the mountains. It was a town called MORRISTOWN. It was so beautiful there. Well, Now I am back and heve been since November. I went down there for a man, and we are still together. I am enrolled in School at Allen County Community college and so far my classes are going pretty well. I really am not very good at this whole writing thing so I think I am going to get off here and study my Alegebra. Which Is amazingly one of my favorite classes and yet my worst, lol.

current mood: busy

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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
8:23 pm - bored as hell
You know how hard it is to make people go away when they are annoying the hell out of you? I think it is hard. No matter how many times that you tell them to go away they always seem to be there bugging the hell out of you. You have to make up some lame exuse, like: I have to go to the library or I have to go pee, then you don't come back for hours. I use to do that alot. I use to say I was going somewhere, then some how I end up somewhere else, by mistake. I usually end up getting lost, lol. That seems to piss people off. Then they always seem to be the ones that are always there for you when you are feeling blue. So, I went to get a pregnancy test done today, for an exam that I all females have to get yearly after they turn the age of 18. I have been putting it off because I hate needles. And no, im not pregnant. I was suppose to get the exam done almost a month ago. They also tested to see if I am depressed, which I know I am, but it's hard telling with the way my mood swings are always going. Anywyas I just thought I would pop in and write in my journal. til next time, see ya

current mood: moody

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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
3:33 pm - bored
ok, I'm back. It has been awhile since I have updated this. I am back in Emporia now. I am living with Johnny, Marcie, Brian, Chase (3 years old), Alexis (1 year old), and Brayden (2 months old.). They are a handful. It is hard to keep everything up from going to school, to remembering to update my journal. I just turned 22 on Valentinesday. I'm happy, but I feel that things just aren't going my way right now. It all started on my birthday. I lost power in my appartment that morning, that is also the day that marcie, brian, and the kids decided to movie in with johnny and I. So, we couldn't have them stay in the cold appartment concidering they were all sick. So, we all stayed in a hotel. Then that eveniong we had to rush brayden to the ER. He had a severe RSV. Respiratory virus. So yeah, my birthday really sucked ass. I'm really not good at writing these online journals. So, im going to go an come back when I actually have something to say.

current mood: bored

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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
10:44 pm
Kids, Kids, Kids!! You've go to love them Well, this kid is different. He is samrt, bright,funny and the anriest little shit that you would ever know. He hates the word no and doesn't listeb to a thing you say. I still love him though. Hes great and fun. Hes full of life. He follows me every where and loves to be with me. "I see you," I say as he peaks his head out of a plastic bin. I just love that little shit. He shows me how to have fun and be my self. When he is gone I miss him even. My boyfriends nephew is the greatest thing on the planet. I just love him to death!

My boyfriend Johnny Is really the best thing that has ever happened to me. Yes we have our differences and yes we fight but in the end we always seem to work things out. I don't know what I would do without johnny. He beileives in me and my dreams and he wouldn't let anything come between me or my dreams. He is the greatest thing in this world. I love him and thats all there is to it. I really don't think I could live without him. He has faith in me that I won't be a failure.

current mood: cheerful

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Friday, August 12th, 2005
10:56 pm - Busy Girl
Well, I'm back! Sorry I stayed along for so long. I have been extremely busy lately with work and I'm trying to go back to school at Washburn University in a week or so. I have been trying to also study for this extremely hard Medication aide test that I had to take today, wich by the way I passed. I am so happy with myself. Not only have I had to stuggle with all that but also my very cute nephew, Chase. He is 3 years old and he calls me his girlfriend. We have alot of fun together. I also like playing with my neice ( Chases sister Alexis)She is 9 months old. I just moved to Lawrence on last Tuesday, so I have been a busy, busy girl lately. Anyways I will write back later

love ya

current mood: busy

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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
12:08 pm - why, does this world suck so bad?
I wish I could turn back things. I wish things were back to the way they use to be before I started messing everything up. I wish I was a better person. My best friend in the whole world hates me and wants nothing to do with me anymore. Same as his girlfriend. I'm not able to do anything right anymore. Why do I always have to be messing things up? I have just been depressed about everything lately. I don't know what to do. I have been trying to call him and make things right between us again, but he won't answer his phone. I guess I will just be a low life for as long as I live.

current mood: depressed

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12:06 pm - wow!!!!
http://www.xach.com/misc/jedi-name.php

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Sunday, June 19th, 2005
1:57 pm - down in the dumps
I don't know what I did wrong. I thought we had somethig special between us. I have a new boyfriend and I am over him. The thing is he hate me more than the world itself. The whole world hates me. All I want is a friend who knows me more than anyone. I though he was the one for that job, but I guess not. I loved him. I loved him so much then he has to go and rip my heart out into a million peices. You know he even wanted to marry me at one point. I wish i could just take every thing back and start all over again in out friendship. I took the med aid test last wednesday. There were 85 questions on it and out of those 85 i could miss 25. Well, i missed 28. So I have to take it again. I am just a depressing person i guess.

any advise on what i should do about my love life.

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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
11:43 am - down in the dumps
Monday is my 21st birthday. I don't know if it is going to be good for me or not. The guy who I really like is being a jerk. You may all know him by norbman a.k.a. dan. He tells me he loves me and that he was in love with me. Then last night he tells me that he has a girlfriend already, when he said that there was a posibilty that we would get back together by my birthday. He didn't even wait until my birthday. I loved him more than anything in the world. I gave him my whole heart, then this is the thanks that I get for all I have done for him. He was like my best friend, now I really don't know what he is to me. We are supossed to go to the casinos in Topeka on monday, but I don't know what I should anymore. Should I go or should I not go. His girl friend is going to be with us. Although I envited her, that was before she started dating the man of my dreams. I have just heart broken. Any advise would be great. Well, i might write more later.

current mood: depressed

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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
11:55 pm - yummy.......I'm fungry, lol
Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!
Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

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11:41 pm - What does this stuff always happen to me?
Today I lost my best friend. He name was Izzy short, for Isabelle. She was my best friend in the whole wide world. Well, beside Dan, of course. She was my kitten. Do you ever feel like you are lost? Or you have no one who understands you? Well, Izzy and I would talk and play around and wrestle around with each other. I could talk to her and I miss the way that she would lay on my chest giving me kitty kisses all over my face, just begging me to get up so we can play around. I have no idea what happend to her. I went out of town for the weekend came back and she was gone. I hope everyone understands.

current mood: crushed

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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
12:13 am - hum, boys...........doesn't this sound delisous
How to make a sandra_stodter
Ingredients:

3 parts pride

1 part silliness

5 parts beauty
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of caring and enjoy!


current mood: energetic

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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
1:05 pm - Darn it!!!!!!!!1
I bowled in Nations Last Tuesday and Wednesday. I didn't do too well. My highest game was a 157. I am getting pretty nervous about moving away to El Dorado. I will write more later. My computer has a virus and is shutting down.

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Thursday, May 20th, 2004
11:14 am - pain and difficulty
I am happy my boss game me like 60 hours this week at work. I passed two of my classes in school and my best friend is having a bad week this week. I don't know why and I don't know how all I know is that he just is. It sucks to see him like this. All I want is a friend who cares. I thought he was the friend that I could count on and who actually cares about me. I mean we have been through everything together. I was there for him when he was going through difficult times and he was there for me when my grandpa passed away a couple weeks ago. I don't know what I am going to do about the stuff that has been going on in both of our lives. Oh, well.

current mood: confused

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Sunday, May 9th, 2004
6:16 pm
Ok, so I haven't been keeping up on my journal very well. My weekend got off to a bad start. My grandpa past away on Friday May 7th. We were very close. He had cancer. It started in the Colon then moved to the liver. I loved him so much. He was the only grandpa I had left and now he's gone. The last time I saw him was last Wednesday and I just couldn't go near him I was scared. I was all in tears and everyone tried to calm me down. He was only staying away 15 seconds at a time that day. He wasn't expected to live through thursday, so im thankful that he did. He died at 10:10 that night on friday. I miss hime so much.

Yesterday, May 8th, I had a Tae Kwon DO tournament in Overland Park, Kansas. It was ok, but it was Long. I was there from a little before 8 that morning to about 5:30 that evening. Afterwards I went Shopping and got a pooh tee shirt and a new dress. Oh, well.

TO ALL YOU MOTHERS OUT THERE HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!

current mood: sad

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Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
12:56 pm - afraid of being lonely
Why can't I find anybody who loves or even likes me? I did find a special someone but now even he is out of the question (way out). I'm going to be going out to school next fall and I am scared to death. Life as I know it is coming to an end, I don't know where I will be in 5, 10 , or even 20 years, but what I do know is that this life sucks!!!!!

current mood: depressed

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